"Why do I feel so empty?
As if the whole world is alive with all it's hustle and bustle...
While I just live my life day by day as the living dead do.
My heart searches and yearns...
for something more, for something to make me feel complete again."
- A.M.
I have been seeing my ex boyfriend again. The one from all my blogs. Everything is going good then he does something that really bothers me and makes me reconsider even talking to him again. I mean, he is kind in every way, but then he suddenly takes a turn for the worst. He is possessive, controlling, and any guy who hits on me he HATES. Not just the kind of hate you have when a girl is wearing the same dress you are, but the kind of hate that every time you see a person you want to strangle them.
First, if someone doesn't want anyone to look or hit on their significant other then they should be with someone they themselves find unattractive.
Second, a guy is not going to know automatically that a girl is taken by just looking at them.
Third, if they do know that the girl is taken, persistent guys will always be just that...persistent. Is it really the girl's fault that other guys find her attractive? And personally if I was a guy and my girl was being constantly hit on I would be proud that I'm with someone so attractive. I wouldn't HATE any man who looks at her or who tries to get at her...because I was in that position once.
Here's the thing. This ex HATES a whole organization just because a few of them have hit on me or have dated me. Is it fair to the other guys in that organization to be judged based on the actions of their "brothers"? My ex is a frat boy, as mentioned before, and this other organization is their "rival frat" which just adds more complication to everything.
This past weekend the two frats got into an argument at my sorority's club party...I was in the middle of it and ended up being hit a couple times.
This is scary. Are they in gangs? What "turf" are they fighting for? When will this all end?
My ex has no right to HATE a whole group of "friends" just based on what letters they wear proudly on their chest. He has no right to HATE my guy friends who happen to be in this other organization. He has no right....
Maybe I'm wrong...maybe it's just me....but when this HATRED is unleashed...what will he do...it's a scary reality.
He has no right...to tell me who to talk to, who to hang out with, who to text....
He has no right....to be mad at me....for telling him that there are really nice guys in the organization...and that maybe he should give them a chance.
Can't he see that in the end none of this will matter? That in the end all we have is those around us and that we might as well treat everyone as our brother because that is the way it was supposed to be.
A.M.
As if the whole world is alive with all it's hustle and bustle...
While I just live my life day by day as the living dead do.
My heart searches and yearns...
for something more, for something to make me feel complete again."
- A.M.
I have been seeing my ex boyfriend again. The one from all my blogs. Everything is going good then he does something that really bothers me and makes me reconsider even talking to him again. I mean, he is kind in every way, but then he suddenly takes a turn for the worst. He is possessive, controlling, and any guy who hits on me he HATES. Not just the kind of hate you have when a girl is wearing the same dress you are, but the kind of hate that every time you see a person you want to strangle them.
First, if someone doesn't want anyone to look or hit on their significant other then they should be with someone they themselves find unattractive.
Second, a guy is not going to know automatically that a girl is taken by just looking at them.
Third, if they do know that the girl is taken, persistent guys will always be just that...persistent. Is it really the girl's fault that other guys find her attractive? And personally if I was a guy and my girl was being constantly hit on I would be proud that I'm with someone so attractive. I wouldn't HATE any man who looks at her or who tries to get at her...because I was in that position once.
Here's the thing. This ex HATES a whole organization just because a few of them have hit on me or have dated me. Is it fair to the other guys in that organization to be judged based on the actions of their "brothers"? My ex is a frat boy, as mentioned before, and this other organization is their "rival frat" which just adds more complication to everything.
This past weekend the two frats got into an argument at my sorority's club party...I was in the middle of it and ended up being hit a couple times.
This is scary. Are they in gangs? What "turf" are they fighting for? When will this all end?
My ex has no right to HATE a whole group of "friends" just based on what letters they wear proudly on their chest. He has no right to HATE my guy friends who happen to be in this other organization. He has no right....
Maybe I'm wrong...maybe it's just me....but when this HATRED is unleashed...what will he do...it's a scary reality.
He has no right...to tell me who to talk to, who to hang out with, who to text....
He has no right....to be mad at me....for telling him that there are really nice guys in the organization...and that maybe he should give them a chance.
Can't he see that in the end none of this will matter? That in the end all we have is those around us and that we might as well treat everyone as our brother because that is the way it was supposed to be.
A.M.
